Ellarkum avanga life ah avangalku pudicha mari vazhanum apdingra aasai irukum.. aana sila perku mattum than andha mari vaazha chance kedaikum ..
Adhula oru experience than nan unga kitta ippo share pannika poren.. ithu swathi oda experience ellarkum school padikum podhu sandhoshama irukanum nu aasa irukum… avlo aen yarkitta ungalku pudicha time edhu nu ketalum .. avanga solra 1st badhil “school days” than .. anga than avanga romba sandhoshama irunthatha solluvanga .. aana swathi ku apdi illa .. ellarkum eppoda school polam nu iruntha swathi ku eppoda veetuku povom nu irukum … reason??? “loneliness ” ithu romba kodumai aanathunga … thanimai ah virumbi porathukum thanimai ku thalla padrathukum neraya vithyasam iruku .. andha mari swathi thanimai la thalla patrukanga ..
School veedu nu iruntha swathi ku life eh pudikaama poiduchu … oru naal school balcony la thaniya iruntha swathi ku edho oru satham ketruku … avanga thirumbi paathappo avanga age la iruntha innor ponnu anga ninnitu irunthurkanga … andha ponnu romba azhaga irunthangalam 5ft hight .. fair long hair .. lovely looking.. andha ponna paarthathum innum feel aana swathi azha aarambichu irukanga .. andha ponnu ivanga azharatha pathuttu enna aachu nu pakathula vandhu iruka .. swathi ku athuku apram enna achu nu theriala ..
1 month later ..
Swathi balcony la ninnitu irunthurkanga … satham keatu thirumbi paatha swathi avanga amma … swathi avanga amma ah pathathum kova pattu odi poi irukanga … veetlayum sariya pesathathunala avanga amma enna achu nu class teacher ah pathi keatu irukanga kulambi pona teacher “nan avalku veetla edho problem adhanala than school la ipdi nadanthukura nu nenaichen … ” idha ketathu avanga amma ku onnum puriala … yarku epdiyo aana avanga avanga kozhandhainga avanga parents ku pokkisham dhan .. ponnuku ennaaachu nu theriala nu solli avanga amma kovil ku poi irukanga anga oru vayasaana paati pasi la mayangi irunthatha pathathum swathi amma avangala veetuku kootit vanthu irukanga .. veedu varaikum vandhu vasal padi la kaal vaikum podhu andha paati kovama pinnadi poi irukanga onnum puriatha swathi amma“ulla vaanga ma” nu solli irukanga adhuku andha paati kovama “un veetla oru ketta aatma iruku” nu solli irukanga kalangi pona swathi amma “enna ma solringa en veetla adhellam illa ma nanum en ponnum mattum dhan ma inga irukom neenga ulla varalaam ma ulla en ponnu mattum than iruka” apdinu sonnathum andha paati “un ponna veliya vara sollu” nu solli irkanga .. sari nu soli swathi amma swathi ah veliya kuptu irukanga … veliya vandha swathi paati ah paathu bayandhu vaasal la iruka wall pinnadi olinju irukanga … onnum puriatha swathi amma veliya vama en anga iruka … ivangala ulla kutit ponum nu sonnathum swathi vithyamasama katha aramichurkanga …
Swathi balcony la ninnitu irunthurkanga … satham keatu thirumbi paatha swathi avanga amma … swathi avanga amma ah pathathum kova pattu odi poi irukanga … veetlayum sariya pesathathunala avanga amma enna achu nu class teacher ah pathi keatu irukanga kulambi pona teacher “nan avalku veetla edho problem adhanala than school la ipdi nadanthukura nu nenaichen … ” idha ketathu avanga amma ku onnum puriala … yarku epdiyo aana avanga avanga kozhandhainga avanga parents ku pokkisham dhan .. ponnuku ennaaachu nu theriala nu solli avanga amma kovil ku poi irukanga anga oru vayasaana paati pasi la mayangi irunthatha pathathum swathi amma avangala veetuku kootit vanthu irukanga .. veedu varaikum vandhu vasal padi la kaal vaikum podhu andha paati kovama pinnadi poi irukanga onnum puriatha swathi amma“ulla vaanga ma” nu solli irukanga adhuku andha paati kovama “un veetla oru ketta aatma iruku” nu solli irukanga kalangi pona swathi amma “enna ma solringa en veetla adhellam illa ma nanum en ponnum mattum dhan ma inga irukom neenga ulla varalaam ma ulla en ponnu mattum than iruka” apdinu sonnathum andha paati “un ponna veliya vara sollu” nu solli irkanga .. sari nu soli swathi amma swathi ah veliya kuptu irukanga … veliya vandha swathi paati ah paathu bayandhu vaasal la iruka wall pinnadi olinju irukanga … onnum puriatha swathi amma veliya vama en anga iruka … ivangala ulla kutit ponum nu sonnathum swathi vithyamasama katha aramichurkanga …
Ithellam porumaya pathutruntha paati avanga amma kitta “un ponnu mela oru ketta aatma iruku .. un ponna nalaiku kovil ku kootit va’’nu sollit poitangalam … thuka mathra kalanthu swathi ah thunga vachutu raathri ellam thungama kalaila mudhal velai ah thungitu iruntha swathi ah avanga amma theriama auto vachu thukittu vandhu patha andha paati manjal saree kattitu .. ivangalkaga wait pannitu irunthurkanga swathi avanga amma avangala pathathum swathi pathi ellam sonnathum paati edho solla .. swath amma avangala um avanga ponnayum vittut kovil ku veliya poi irukanga …
2 mani neram kalichu swathi avanga amma ah pathathum swathi avanga amma ah katti pudichu aludhu irukanga … enna nadandhathu antha 2 hours... ???
Swathi udambula iruntha antha ponnu swathi padicha adhe school la padicha ponnu ... swathi maari frnds aala thanimaiku thalla pattu suicide pannikitta oru ponnu thanna mathiri oru ponnu iruka avalku vaazha pudikala nu therinju swathi oda udamba andha ponnu aatkondu 1 maasam irunthu iruka … andha pati mattum illana vaazhnal muzhusa swathi oda oru odambula 2 uyir irunthu irukum …
Ellarkum vazhkaila kashtamana nerangal varathu sagajam than aana naama ennaikum vazhkai ah vaalratha vitra kudathu … aenna ungaloda oru thavarana mudivoda palan innoru thavarana aatma eduthaka vaaipu iruku …
Thanimai apdingra feeling than intha ulagathula ye koduramanathu … adhanala inime unga life la yara pudikumo pudikatho … yarayum odhuki vekathinga … this is my humble request to my dear readers … please follow .. :)
Experienced by Swathi
Written by Mstry Grl
Written by Mstry Grl
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